Sometimes or all the time as the case may be, trying to balance work, weightloss, child wrangling, housework and time with your partner can seem impossible, let alone time to yourself. I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment and it doesn't feel like anything is being done well.
The house is a constant mess no matter how much I try and keep on top of it, the child monster wants more attention and needs more stimulation from me, I'm trying so hard this time to change the bad habits that I've developed over the past 5 years and there's still my boyfriend and our relationship that needs more focus. Add on top of that looking for a new job, trying to find ways to save more money and also finding a hobby for myself, well I'm sure you can see why I'm stressed out. But in saying all that nearly everyone goes through the same thing everyday, I'd like an insight into how the seem to cope so well.
The difference for me this time is that I don't have food or shopping to fall back on when I get stressed or anxious, I'm trying to find ways to handle the daily crap and get a better balance but equilibrium seems so far away.
Hmm long rant with a touch of self pity, time to get stuck into all the above before I fall further behind.
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